Post 23

To not break tradition, I'll have the real title here: MINDFUCK IN PIKA.

I try to pretend to be a Pikachu.But I am not.
I pretend to be confident. But I am not.
I disguise myself as one who knows no shame, but I always feel shame.
I have no peer, but I cannot escape my own shadow.
I try to be someone I am not, all the time.
They are not real, they are masks, but they have sunk in, penetrated deep into myself, and now they stick on like parasites. I cannot remove them. I cannot remember who I am because they are there to make me remember what I am not.
What can I say? It feels good. I am protected. It is like a challenge, to find a person who will release me. Just like a person trapped in a tower. A damsel-in-distress like Rapunzel.
I search outside to find something that is inside.

All that I know is that I am human in the end. Imperfect in every way. Humans live and humans die. Life and death are intertwined. Humans strive for perfection in light of their imperfection. it is an ideal. It does not come true, but we becom better. Maybe one day I can shed my masks too. But it feels too comfortable living with them. I am afraid of what lies at the end of the journey. What will I discover? What slumbers beneath the lies? A god or a devil?

YES! YES! I'M WRECKING YOUR BRAIN FIRMWARE! HAHAHAHA

Post 22

情非得以 - 庾澄庆歌词
作詞：張國祥　作曲：湯小康　編曲：jamie wilson　演唱：庾澄慶

难以忘记初次见你 一双迷人的眼睛
在我脑海里 你的身影 挥散不去
握你的双手感觉你的温柔
真的有点透不过气 你的天真
我想珍惜 看到你伤心 我会失意
看到你受委屈 我会伤心

只怕我自己会爱上你 不敢让自己靠的太近
怕我没什么能够给你 爱你也需要很大的勇气
只怕我自己会爱上你 也许有天会情不自禁
想念只让自己苦了自己 爱上你是我情非得已

难以忘记初次见你 一双迷人的眼睛
在我脑海里 你的身影 挥散不去
握你的双手感觉你的温柔
真的有点透不过气 你的天真
我想珍惜 看到你伤心 我会失意
看到你受委屈 我会伤心

只怕我自己会爱上你 不敢让自己靠的太近
怕我没什么能够给你 爱你也需要很大的勇气
只怕我自己会爱上你 也许有天会情不自禁
想念只让自己苦了自己 爱上你是我情非得已

什么原因 我竟然又会遇见你
我真的真的不愿意 就这样陷入爱的陷阱

只怕我自己会爱上你 不敢让自己靠的太近
怕我没什么能够给你 爱你也需要很大的勇气
只怕我自己会爱上你 也许有天会情不自禁
想念只让自己苦了自己 爱上你是我情非得已

愛上你是我情非得已

什么意思，自己去想吧。=）

Also, Miles Edgeworth: Great Revival in Orchestra is awesome.

As is the other Gyakuten Saiban Orchestra pieces. And then the Jazz Soul editions.

Also, watch Yu-Gi-Oh Abridged for lulz.

hehe.